2 weeks of vacancy here, ne... And that's what i'm only going to update?! Huwaaaa... Anyway, on to the topic... I'm not sure if this is even right. I mean being inlove with him... Yeah i know there's nothing wrong with being in love with a guy. It's part of life.. Demo ne, what's making it complicated for me is that the people around me, dictating what i must do with this situation. I hate people controling me ok? I want to follow what i want to do, demo ne.. I'm scared that they, these people, will ruin my happiness. I know i'm getting a lot of negative talk behind my back the moment i started hanging around with him.. I wanted to ignore all of it, but this is my first time having this kind of complicated situation, that's why i'm a bit worried and scared.
ugh! why can't they just mind there own business! leave me be! Respect my decision! It's not their life anway! Haaaaa! this is making me crazy. because i want him! but i can't just jump to a decision because there are a lot of things to consider! I hope someone sensiuble can talk to me about this kinds of things! haaaa! the disadvantage of being a NBSB!!!
*walks out of the room* hehe!