it was a special day, and also i gave him my first ever kiss! my first ever hug! it was really a magical moment that i can't ever forget!
i finally realized i'm not only attracted to him... I LOVE HIM! and it's just not a simple love like that of what i felt 8 years ago towards this particular guy (i dun like to name names, hehe!).
I love my honey so much! to the point that i give him my trust.. i know he feels the same way, that's why i feel so secured.. i just hope he will never change and that our relationship will grow!
demo ne, there is one thing, i can't give up that easily even though i love him that much!... my virginity! i hope he can understand that part of me.
so... this is how it feels to have my real first love! it's a great feeling ne.. i hope it will never last though... i love him! I LOVE YOU, HON! muah!