i love him... too much. that's the problem! to the point that, i know i'm being stupid enough to be thrown away down a steep cliff!

i love him, much! that i know it became so wrong...

i love him so much.. that it hurts so bad...

i want to stop... but it's hard... he became my "personal drug".... he's addicting... and like a drug, he's just pulling me down...

i want to stop... right here, right now, but i don't know if i can... i hope i can...

i don't know what to do... until now...

i've got to stop this... because it will only hurt even more...

i've got to stop this... because i know HE will just wound me all over again...

i need to stop this... for i might even forget who i really am...

Now, i need to stand up for myself... i need to be strong... to show him that i can...

i need to be strong... because no one will do it for me...

i need to be strong... because I'VE HAD ENOUGH!

... and so... the retaliation... starts now!